I thought I had what I had
Felt what I felt
Tasted what I tasted
Not too long ago
In the same mediocre manner
Just like what it was used to.
But of course this is life
and it went away in a flurry
and I was left there stumped
thinking; oh well
whatever.
You've grown up.
Because deep down I knew
I never like how it tasted
I hated how it felt
but I dared, oh how I dared
to slip poison through
and thinking oh this is real.
So I grew up.
This is life I said
I stop the wanting
I stop the chasing
I stop the hoping
Don't come as you please
because I am tired
So please
Grow up